Enjoyin' Holiday Life Day 6. [ My dreams are really freakin' me out.. ]

I can't help but keep thinkin' about things...that I'm so unsure of. It's like that kinda feelin' when I'm losin' my grasp on somethin' and not bein' able to do anything to just, hold, firm. I hate being so powerless. It's not that I don't wanna make a decision and budge, it's unable to. It's just so outta' my side of control. And I'll go crazy to just put all things away like that. Sleepin' doesn't help, It comes back in dreams. Uhh..It's a beautiful mess.I don't know why, but the right song always comes at the right time.

I think about the things I gotta' do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow.
I'm freaking out, about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed.
Cause it's no fun to be the one, going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
You give it up you lose your mind
There's always something in your way
What do you say?
You're gonna have a good day.

Jostling about I couldn't lose
I realized that it's the only thing I knew

So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
You give it up you lose your mind
There's always something in your way
What do you say?

You're gonna have a good day.

You're gonna have a good day.

You're gonna have a good day.

Yea,all I can say to myself is '' You're gonna have a good day! ''. Everything'll be fine.Self-soothing.